5 posts tagged “sad”
i know i need to send my programming homework...but....my hands are so cold and my head is so heavy....i am so sure that i already had a fever...hm...after a long time...so sorry cikgu....i dun have ANY basic in C++...my head is too in pain to think anymore...GUILTYnye rase...ㅠㅠ
none of my works turned out right...i know i have been doing sins....i got what i 'deserved'....
i am sick but i dunno why i write this blog...maybe because i need to write instead of telling someone that i am sick...
i really want to spend all the time with the angels...but i got too much things to do...nak keluar main2 pun rase bersalah...i miss outing with the angels....i really do....but still i have syikin,wada and sharina around =).....
i've got some 'stories' but i feel NOTHING OFFENDED except confuse on WHAT I SHOULD FEEL? and HOW SHOULD I REACT???me dun understand myself...sangat pelik....instead..others yang risau about me if i hurt.....hehehe....but then again they say LET BYGONES BE BYGONES...so i am leaving the past behind because i dun want them to be my extra baggage in walking towards the future..they are all WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE cewah~~~
eh...saye demam...kene tidur dan bangun awal....subuh dah semakin cepat habisnye but my sleep is never normal...iskisk....workloads...ㅜㅜ
p/s: when a man told you that he will wait for you until you found the right man,don't be a stupid and don't ever believe because he just won't
emosi tak stabil....
bilik dah dilanda taufan Nargis...ntah bila nak kemas ntah...sian sesapa yang masuk bilik saya...mesti mati terkejut..hehe
kerje IP macam ape je.habis la 30%...fail le gamaknye...kalo kene balpyo esok...mati time tu jugak...tapi hati masih risau kene balpyo...walaupun saya tak pernah dengar cikgu cakap ape2 pasal kene balpyo...
esok juga ada exam OS...kene la hafal habis2an...pastuh habis exam lupe...apekah ertinya???
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sepatutnya ada eksperimen hari jumaat.hari jumaat ini cuti...saye dah excited...tetapi apa yang diduga berlaku jua...cewah...yling paste email daripada 조교 berbunyi....
안녕하세요. 마이크로파회로 설계 실험 조교입니다. 내일 Lab #7 에칭 및 제작을 할 예정입니다. 제작이 끝난 후 오후 늦게 측정을 할 계획인데, 1차 측정 데이터를 현재 수신하신 메일 주소로 송부할 것입니다. 그래서 금요일 오후에 정해진 측정 시간에 따로 시간을 내어 학교로 오실 필요는 없을 것 같지만, 측정 데이터가 이상하다던가 직접 확인을 하고 싶으신 분들은 미리 연락을 주신 후 금요일 오후나 다음 주 월요일에 연구실을 방문하셔도 됩니다. 동동주에 파전이 생각나는 밤입니다. 좋은 밤 되세요.
masalah 1:
email2 sentiasa dihantar kepada seorg wakil dalam satu group..malangnya..setiap email group saya sebelum ini dihantar kepada ahli group saya yg seorg lagi...dan dia tak pernah nak forward kepada saya....dia juga telah berjaya membuatkan saya menangis selepas presentation kerana die give up begitu saja 30 minit sebelum presentation....jika result eksperimen yang terakhir ni 조교 hantar kepada dia jugak....saya berasa sungguh benci untuk mintak pada dia....saya nak cakap pada 조교 supaya hantar kepada saya juga tetapi saya takut 조교 syak 'something is wrong somewhere' between saya dan dia...padahal memang betul pun....saya benci nak contact dia....saya jarang sangat2 nak benci orang....tapi saya terpaksa berterus terang...saya memang tak berapa berkenan.dah tawar hati sangat2....saya tahu dia sibuk tak dapat buat kerja rumah,...tapi saya pun sibuk juga....apabila 3 kepala perlu bergabung untuk menjadi 1...group saya pula 1 kepala perlu mewakili 3 kepala...jadi fungsinya hanya 1/3 berbanding group lain...arghhhhh.....tertekan sebenarnya...tak tipu.....
masalah 2:
kenapala asik 조교 nak wat eksperimen sendiri???saya nak jumpe 장호준씨
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harga petrol naik di Malaysia....oh..kesiannya ibu bapa dan kakak saya...masing2 membawa kereta sendiri...tadi saya tanya...dah isi minyak penuh2 belum...mak saya kata abah dan kakak saya dah keluar nak amik minyak..tapi stesen minyak dah sesak..terpaksa la patah balik....bayangkan la...kalau dulu isi minyak RM50 penuh..sekarang kena bayar hampir RM100....kesiannya semua orang....tapi PM kata dia akan bagi wang tunai untuk semua pemilik kenderaan persendirian....saya pun lega sekejap...bile baca berita sampai habis...jumlah yang akan diberi hanyalah RM625 setahun...berbaloikah??sedangkan beribu2 RM sudah pasti akan habis untuk isi minyak sahaja.....adeh...negara pengeluar minyak menjual minyak yang mahal....saya tak tau politik tapi saya harap kerajaan akan ada langkah BIJAK untuk atasi semua ni...
saya perlu belajar sekarang....saya juga perlu tak tidur malam....doakan saya ya semua...thanks!
it was a bad luck that i did to myself. sounds weird? hm...... i shud have prepared everything but i had been so stubborn...padan muke...padan muke....padan muke......
had lunch at 신소재 with syikin and sham...almost every lab members were there but he wasn't...so we had made an assumption that he has class on Monday..hahaha..suke ati...
i need to cry la...a deep one....tell me how.....please....and please tell me how to yell 'kawkaw' at someone you are mad with or at least show that you are mad...
chat with sis and mom last night...mum asked me to call if i have any problem...i refused and i told her that i will break and sob if i call her whenever i have problem then she will never can find out what my problem is..so she asked me to chat with her as she onlines almost every night..ehehe..cyber mom =P
Halim and Wada had received their first paycheck and they wanted to treat us something. so just now we went to Mr Pizza...yummy!!~~they ordered 3 pan of pizza ok..hahaha...halim marah because we were late..iskis..sorry la abg abid...lenkali kami tak lambat lagi..ngeeee...abg abid cakap saye semakin ayu selepas lame tak jumpe..auuww!!...does it mean that i have to hibernate longer before i appear in front of them...hahahaha....well,i had one piece of each pizza and two bowl of salad plus two glasses of coke..that was more than enough to make me feel soooooooo bloated..hehehehehe....abang kamil&family and abang saiful were also there.it has been so long since we've met last time..giler takde social life...hehehee...sampai 포장마차 depan tuh dah takde pun tak sedar...iskisk....after makan2,halim wanted to go to the game arcade so there were we.sian halim..sangap nak main game..hahaha...it was enjoyable though...me myself pun dah lame tak gi main..it was my first time playing the drum game..hahahah....my hand and foot can't cooperate that well la...i think i can't use my both side of the brain la..hahah..wada and syikin left earlier as they had something to do so after finishing the game..me and halim walked home...begitu la ceritanya...hehehe...n'way,thanks to both of you.kenyaaannggggggg!!
wada ade janji istimewa malam ini....syikin bz di lab dan ade exam besok.jadi saye???kebosanan...UMNO tak ajak gi jenjalan pun =(...majuk takmo jadik UMNO dah...hehhe
move on,aina!!!
move on!!!!
don't look back =(
sometimes i just wish that i dun have a heart
how wud u feel if......
1)someone calls you at the early morning and he/she doesn't even say anything while what u can just hear is just the sobbing sound? my heart breaks ok..=(
2)you are late for school(for me not leaving the house 20 minutes before class is considered a bit late and 'dangerous') but you can't find for your glasses?and someone makes u skip ur breakfast while you have to climb up the highest hill ever to school?
3)you are in need of privacy but people seem to not even care about it?
4)you have too much common sense than others(or is it that they have less common sense)?
5)you hurt easily but people never give a damn?
6)you talk to someone but he/she never concentrate to what you are talking but thinking and telling u his/her story?
7)you meet someone who grumbles so much like life has NEVER been fair to him/her?
8)you always think to make others easier but others never seem to?
I SO NEED A HUG NOW =(.
I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE CALL =(
