ok...now i can be classified as a STALKER...i had 'forced' Syikin to eat with me at 신소재 every lunch time..heheheh..today is the first day...disebabkan Sham ikut tadi...maka tahulah beliau yang saya ni STALKER..tergelak2 takut die...hehe..disebabkan tuh jugakla saye sanggup bangun awal pagi dan.....err...anyway..thanks Syikin teman..hahaha..
i went to get my things that my mom sent through someone this evening...nothing much pun because i was the one who didn't know what i want from home in the first place..tapi i love the shaker...hoho...i dun know whether they have shaker mechanical pencil here in korea(i used to call it 'pensel tik-tik' during my childhood..i know i am so kampung..so what?suke hatila nak panggil ape...hahah) ...i dun even care to find any pun dekat stationery...i just love the pilot's shaker..i've got the two normal pilot's shakers and another giant one..sukeeeeeeeeee....thanks mommy...but where's my Carl's Jr.??nobody remember eh??heee..takpe2...nnt balik makan banyak2 sampai obesiti..=p..oh BTW...Sherry!!ur ZA is with me...nnt i bring it to ur office eh within this week...홍대리 tuh suh jumpe before jumaat nih...die suh makan dinner...eheh..lupe nak bagitau semalam...
oh!sharina was back from HK...sampai2 umah die,die dah siap bentang segala mala yang dia beli atas katil pastuh amik gambar...tunggu la..sure nnt die akan update blog pasal shopping spree die kat HK sane nuh...hehehe...die telah membuatkan saye berada dalam dilema sama ada untuk balik mesia or pegi HK dan shopping cam orang gile...hahaha...wait2...ade air asia gi HK tak eh?eh!!ade laaaaaaaaaaaa.....pergi balik RM1k++..ok ke?ok la kan??please la ckp ok..tapi tgk gak la...kene carik kawan...kalo gi sorg2 mmg konfem org gila...hohoh
eh..i am supposed to sleep right now...kene bangun awal lagi pastuh gi STALK...hahahah..
time:2.00p.m
place:my home,in front of the TV,watching SBS Drama,On Air
scene:박용하(si mata sepet) and 송윤아 are dating in the library
Syikin:ee..syikin suke la lelaki mata sepet...
Aina:yea??
Syikin:syikin rase cam diorg 매력 있어
Aina:Aina lak suke org mate bengkak...heheh
Syikin:hahahahhahahahahhahahahah
ngeheheheheh...
bile la boleh jumpe si mata bengkak ni...kalo Jumaat depan cikgu suh buat eksperimen tuh,akan ku hempas2 Spectrum Analyzer tuh ke lantai tanda bantahan melampau sebab saye dah ade appointment penting...hehehehh
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i was sooooooooooooo excited to go to the experiment that my hands froze and my heart beat faster than normal
BUT.............
my heart broke into zillion pieces when i got a message from KK just now saying
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"실험 캔슬됐대 ㅋㅋ 푹쉬어"
what?????????????????????????????????????
why did it happened just 30 minutes before i shud meet him????
why did they cancel the experiment????
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i really need a shoulder to cry on now....ok...overacting...i know...
oh!kecewanya tak usah dicerita...ibarat dilambung tinggi2 lalu dihempas begitu sahaja.....jatuh atas batu pula...
susah sangatkah nak bagi saya jumpa dia......huwaaaaaaaaaaa....saya perlu tidur sekarang...kalau tak saya pun tak tahu apa yang saya akan buat....
maaf....emosional pula hari ini....=(
saya kecewa
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barulah saya tahu hari ini yang saya suka banyak2 dekat dia...iskiskisk....
note to KK:jangan muntah dan gelakkan saya ok!!hehehe
i know i shud have posted some pictures that we took in Ulsan..hehehe..but today is the day when i feel like doing it...because i will feel very guilty if i waste the time while there were so many things to do...hari ini ok sket la...hati pun tengah senang sebab jap gi jumpe 장호준씨...heheh...so,inilah gambo2nye...
hehehehe...adelah 2 jam lagi mau pegi lab...yeeaaaaahhhoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i bet nobody wouldn't fall in love with his voice...and he has a great look too(nyum nyum)...what a bonus eh?of all songs that he sang in the AI7...i fall in love particularly with this song...it was just..err...GREAT...so,enjoy!
We were as one
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry
And I won't beg you to stay
If you've determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we';l linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
tensionnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehhehehehehhehehehhehehhehehehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehhehehehehehehhe
suke die
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pelajar Ph.D rupenye...
i loikee!!~~~~
dan lihatlah desktop saye
diharap dapat menjadi perangsang untuk terus melekat depan komp berjaya...hahahahahah.....
saye soka...saya soka!!~~~
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i can't believe that i was awake for the whole night and stil am!!!l ...huwaaaaa...insomniac kah diriku hari ini???i just slept for 2 hours at 6 to 8 in the evening because i was too tired not having enough sleep the night before(again,coz of the quiz thingy). i was wondering what shud i do and just now at 5a.m,i decided to iron my kebaya for the showcase..hahaha...gileeeeeeeeee.....well,ok la jugak idea itu just in case i fall asleep and wake up late...what did i do???i just watch the downloaded videos in my lappy...hehehe..lame dah tak bermesra dengan lappy ini....there are a lot of videos waiting to be watched...but risaunye...i have to be awake 10-5 today...bolehkah bertahan????jangan pengsan sudah
apesal YM ini tidak mau log in pule...iskiskisk.....
p/s:siapakah gerangan no telepon 000-0000 itu???sungguh tidak berhati untuk mengangkatnye...
the trip to Ulsan was great indeed that i cudn't find words to describe it...hehe...ok la...actually i dun feel like writing about it yet because i still didn't get pictures from Sharina and Sara and because something hurt somewhere...=P
someone i know is coming back to Korea end of this month and mummy asked what i want from malaysia.but i dun have ANY idea what i want besided CARL'S JR...owh,i love their burgers because they are big yummy!!..hehe...
on one night,Sara suddenly broke the silence(because everybody was already in their dreamland..hehe) when she asked me in which month was i born...and she gave the most exact characteristic that February(Aquarius) born have. she said: tak tau la betul ke tak tapi selalunye Aquarius ni jenis yang suka pendam perasaan. kite susah nak tau ape yang die rase.". OMG...*tongue-tied*...she said it out of the sudden...did she read my mind?it took me some times to comment on what she said and finally i did tell her that it's hard for me to tell others what i feel as i tend to keep and forget it until someone rings the bell..hohoh...now tell me...is that good or bad?one thing that i am 100% sure is that it is bad when u r in a relationship kot....
why i dun let others know what i feel?because i'll feel terrrrrrrrrrrribly bad if i hate someone,if i shout out at someone,if i slow-talk to someone that he/she is doing something not good,if i am mad at someone,and so many 'if's......i am more afraid if i hurt others than i hurt myself...that's the truth....
there was one time when i felt saje nak try marah.i scolded my sister who came in late into the bedroom but she didn't switched off the light.sedangkan i was the nearest to the switch.ape la salahnye if i switch it myself because i was not sleeping pun.ape jadi?my sis did switched it off and i kept crying in my sleep because i felt sooooooooo guilty marah tak tentu pasal...aaaaaaaaaaaa.....tak best ok marah orang...and i think that is the last time i am mad at someone...iskisk....siries tak best and sedih giler kalo marah orang OK!giler pelik kan??i can still feel sad everytime i remember the 'incident'. =(.nasib baik la skali je rase nak cube perasaan marah tu...kalo banyak2 kali marah orang,mau banjir seluruh dunia..hahahah
i also dun want to be seen sad or mad because i dun want to influence others' mood....orang lain2 tgh gembire2 then tibe kite tunjuk muke sedih/marah,diorg mesti akan rase sedih/bersalah untuk terus gembira/tak sedap hati kan???tapi sometimes i can't hide jugak....some people can notice this..sorry sangat to those yang kena jadi mangsa...huhuhu
owh...sorry for writing this entry...i am not me now...something is wrong somewhere...i can feel it...
everything felt so right today.....even though the TA called us due to the lateness of the report...hehehehehehe....
when the master student told us that the TA wanted to see us after class,i felt happy instead of nervous...why??hahahaha...because i can meet the other TA who went out with me in my dream...heeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee....when i entered the rooms,he was the first person i saw....sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....when i looked at him,the first thing that i saw was his eyebag..he seemed to not had enough sleep the night before..ececeh~~care la konon..but KK said his eyes look like that all the time...hm...have to meet him all the time la to check his eyes....hahahahahaha........gileeeeeeeeeeeee laaaaaaaaaaaa ainaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =P
class ended extremely early today...it was just half an hour..record breaking sungguh la =P...after meeting the TA,i straight away went to Donghwa and alhamdulillah...hehe..Thanks Sherry...i owe you so much..lebiu mmmmmuuuuaaahhhh~~hehe
went to Kyobo to find the reading material for next week's DNA's quiz.i cudn't find it but i did buy a new book. it has been so long since i read any book not related to studies..ewaaahhh~~seriously...this semester is the most hectic one i thinkkk...but okay la..i hope i can manage it till the end....kan dah ade penarik...ngeeeeengeeee....owh...what book?The River Boy....it's a story between a grandchild and grandfather...it was hard for me to read even a page when i was in the subway....i was afraid that i'll end up weeping in there so i stopped reading...why??i'll blog about it letter^^
when i came home,i tried to turn on the TV and when i was watching it,i 'tersengguk' la skali...rupenye Tablo himself cudn't help me to stay awake...bukan ape...i hardly sleep before 12....so...hehe....gol la dalam 4 jam gitu....haha..when i woke up and turned on the computer,my Uitm's sis left an offline message.....gua rasa macam nak menjerit ke-happy-an..it's all because of this...
kak edah (2008-05-09 오후 9:50:19): huhu...sukar ntuk ku menerima hakikat ini......sesungguhnye abg apai kem salam kat kninaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
kak edah (2008-05-09 오후 9:50:31): wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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kak edah (2008-05-09 오후 9:50:39): tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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look!even my sis cudn't believe it...how cud i???hehehee....well,Abg Apai is my bigsis's friend..he is handsome,tall and dark.he is so polite and my parents and my aunt seem comfortable with him.he's kind,he's funny and he has great educational background. His parents are kind too.i met them once when his sister got married and my bigsis met them several times...to the matter of fact.he is working with a company and currently residing in Dubai(or somewhere in the Middle East,i can't recall) with RM10k-ish income and not to tell that once he moves to another country in the future,his income will be RM20k-ish......now,when we are not contacting or meeting each other AT ALL since 2005 (when he came to my house for my best cousins' wedding) and then suddenly he said that to my sis,just imagine!how flattered i am and i how jealous and shocked my sis is....hehehehehehehehehe......mummy,what say u???*hint**hint*
promised to meet Sherry at 2p.m tomorrow and after that we'll be departing to Ulsan...oh yeahh....king crab wait for me!!~~heheh
Thanks Allah....i asked for a second of happiness and You gave me days of it^__________^
