i am shocked
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disclaimer:this entry may include some censored terms(i think).
this morning,we had to prepare a presentation, which is creating a new household product, in the class.. we were given 1 hour and in between, my classmates seek for teacher's opinions. There was a boy who came out with the idea of improving the multicolour pen. I was still thinking about my own product at that time. But!!~~~just before we dimissed,the boy asked the teacher what if he calls his new product 'TT Pen'. When i heard that, i was like...okow~~what the....hahahaha....then i asked the teacher, "don't u think that the name is kind of offensive?". but the teacher went "TT?what is TT?" and i gave a short explaination/hint to him and again he went"TT?i dunno such kind of word..i know t%& and t%%&. what is that?is that a slang or what?" and i just said "yes,it's a slang".
SO guys,if the native speaker himself doesn't feel offensive,is it 'appropriate' for me to feel that it is??....or is it my mistakes for not learning standard english or what?i can't help it la....iskisk....go google for the word which u think i am thinking(it is also a rhymic slang for *ehem*Birmingham*ehem*City*ehem*) and u'll understand what i mean....aaarrrgghhhhhh...tak puas hati jugak.....maybe because i know the 'existance' of the word. what if u present it on front of the audience who also know the word?in presentation,you'll never know who are the audience all the time...one of them can be me and i am more than sure that i am not gonna but your pen.what if everyone thinks like i do??.hahahahhhahhahaha..budusla..
enough of that hokey...let me make things clear...this will be my first and last time posting this kind of entry ok...i won't post any kind of issue related to this because it is so not me..hehe...
Sharina is going back very soon...sherry...mau pesan fair and lovely sekotak due boleh??hahahah....
oh boy...i have probabilty class this evening but i dunno how to show my face to the lecturer as i did badly on my exam..iskisk...embarassing betul la exam nih....i am sure that he was either a)laughing b)shaking the head c)smiling sarcasticly while he was marking my paper...heheh....i better get ready for the final exam from now la nampaknye...masalahnye...minggu depan ialah presentation for final year project..time tuh jugak la nak berpresentation BI...hadoiiiiii...
Halim and Wada had received their first paycheck and they wanted to treat us something. so just now we went to Mr Pizza...yummy!!~~they ordered 3 pan of pizza ok..hahaha...halim marah because we were late..iskis..sorry la abg abid...lenkali kami tak lambat lagi..ngeeee...abg abid cakap saye semakin ayu selepas lame tak jumpe..auuww!!...does it mean that i have to hibernate longer before i appear in front of them...hahahaha....well,i had one piece of each pizza and two bowl of salad plus two glasses of coke..that was more than enough to make me feel soooooooo bloated..hehehehehe....abang kamil&family and abang saiful were also there.it has been so long since we've met last time..giler takde social life...hehehee...sampai 포장마차 depan tuh dah takde pun tak sedar...iskisk....after makan2,halim wanted to go to the game arcade so there were we.sian halim..sangap nak main game..hahaha...it was enjoyable though...me myself pun dah lame tak gi main..it was my first time playing the drum game..hahahah....my hand and foot can't cooperate that well la...i think i can't use my both side of the brain la..hahah..wada and syikin left earlier as they had something to do so after finishing the game..me and halim walked home...begitu la ceritanya...hehehe...n'way,thanks to both of you.kenyaaannggggggg!!
wada ade janji istimewa malam ini....syikin bz di lab dan ade exam besok.jadi saye???kebosanan...UMNO tak ajak gi jenjalan pun =(...majuk takmo jadik UMNO dah...hehhe
move on,aina!!!
move on!!!!
don't look back =(
sometimes i just wish that i dun have a heart
it's 2 a.m and i really need to sleep but i have to wait until subuh la...kang terlepas2 gitu..hahaha...after watching the football match,we went to Myongdong for 'ritual entertainment' which is food&movie.ahaha...this time we picked a spaghetti and pasta restaurant and we had to wait for about 40 minutes.so we walked around there and found another spaghetti and pasta restaurant.we decided to find out which restaurant that we have to wait less..hahaha..luckily we just had to wait 20 minutes for the second restaurant so we cancelled the booking for the first restaurant...
the food???marvellous!!!!hahaha...i choosed a cream cheese fettucine pasta(seedddddddaaaaaaappppppp giler...hehe), syikin and umar had tomato+salmon spaghetti and pizza...wahahahaha..buruk lantak..the pastas were all served in baguette.woque and sara came to join us later and woque did enjoy eating the baguetted..heheh...the waiter and waitress were giving some kind of weird look when woque did that so we were confused whether we are actually not allowed to eat the baguette cum the plate for the pasta..hohoho..pelik2
we went ot CGV after that and watched Forbidden Kingdom..it was so-so la... jackied chan and jet li dah nampak tue la...jet li was my favourite hero since 9/10.i jatuh chenta betul die berlakon citer 'my father is a hero tuh'..iskisk...암튼 ok la..tapi tak rugi pun kalo tak tengok..hehe
today is encik ensem's besday...i sent him sms wishing him happy birthday and he immediately replied after that thanking me for still remembering his birthday..ngehhaha..mesti la ingat...i'm his no1 fan...when i got his sms,i was jumping sampai bumbung...hahaa..takdela..i just flattered la sebab die balas dalam masa 30 saat =Pso encik ensem...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...no matter that u r 40 ehem something ehem this year...you still my twenty something hero..hahahahaha....bile kite mau gi shopping sesame eh...anda sudah ajak dr dulu..bila nak realisasikan??hihi...
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p.s:haih...ape nak wat malam2 nih eh...huhhuuh
p.s.s:kan best kalo betul2 ade bas sampai korea nih...kan ade org tuh leh naik bas sampai sini..hehehehhehehe
i kept on digging the filessssss in my second hard disk...wuhuuuu...so many 'treasures' la...priceless..hehe...so,this time,let me put pictures of me and friends and whoever in the yesteryears...i loikee!!!
this was when we had the senior-junior friendly futsal match at SNU..this was my first time playing futsal.kekok takyah ckp lah...heheh
it was a coincidence that we had the same concept that day..hehehe...sorry sherry...this picture was taken when we were on our way to/from the bungee jumping place..notice the triple size me beside sherry..hahahahaha...yes,i am big..so what??
this picture was taken by my korean friend,Minki.sigh...i miss nice,sweet and kind him....hope to see him again one fine day...
this picture was taken using this gorgeous man's new bought camera at that time...i didn't ask him but he was the one who wanted to take picture with me...heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....inilah tuan punye rumah tingkat 10 rumah no 8 tu..hahah..enseeeemmmmm oooooooooo....
that's Minki beside aju...this is Coex when we had to go and see the exhibition...hm..i wonder what happened to the movies that 'he' shoot from the video camera he borrowed..hehe...
i likeeeeee this picture so much....dun ask me why...because the answer is so OBVIOUS...heheheheheheheehehheeh
tu je la yg dapat ditayangkan..yang lain tuh same ade personal or not appropriate to be pasted here...
owhh....this coming sunday!!!!it's an important day!!!why???
it'll be his birthday on that day...mau kasik hadiah ape ek???perlukah daku mengikat reben dan memunculkan diri di rumah no 8 itu???kang ade yg muntah pengsan.hehee... by that timei will be free from exam so a lunch/dinner appoinment won't matter kot...no laaaaaaaaa...of course la bukan sorg2...ajak le sape2 gak sebagai kaber..hahahahahhahhahhaha.can't wait to wish him happy birthday...
oh,boy!!can you tell me how to not to like him???err...which him???u guess?hahaha...
haiyoo....it's hard to concentrate when u have so much things to say tau..hehehe...well...this week nothing really really good happened as i am having headache,be it severe or slight,starting from tuesday...yesterday my eyes was like popping out from their sockets(seriously..that was how i felt) and i cudn't make it to join KK and Yling at the library. this time i insisted myself to take the ponstan.usually i just swallowed panadol. i managed to get some sleep after that.lega ok!!!!
i think i have migraine la kot..because the weather is so hot nowadays.haih..mane la tak tumpah kuah kalo tak ke nasik..hehehe..my aunt who is also my second mother had suffering severe migraine since years. she will be so weak when she is having the pain and she will vomit for countless time.minyak rimau is her best friend. as far as i know,there's no cure for migraine but there are two ways to approach the treatment of migraine headache with drugs: prevent the attacks, or relieve the symptoms during the attacks.i had once told by my biology teacher that migraine is caused by the failure of pituitary gland which is functioning to control all the hormones of your body. and if i'm not mistaken,the gland is located somewhere near ur forehead. That's why our mothers usually put the cold towel at our forehead when we were having fever,to protect the gland. how wise our mothers eh?eventhough they didn't learn medical formally but they seem to know everything.huhu.
despite sakit kepala and all, i managed to grab some time for ice cream with syikin..heheh...the weather was so good yesterday and the SCENERY too!!!hahaha
kepala semakin pening dan serabut..menjelang peperiksaan besok but boleh lagi belek2 file sijil2..ehehe...imbas kenangan lama kate org
mind you,there were so few women teams that we had to compete with the men teams and our school's got the first place(i am 100%ly sure that they won because they were the men team.,.takkan mau kalah ngan pompuan kan!!haha..but from what i heard,our women team deserved the gold..hahaha..dah2..malas nak ungkit =P)..and owh...our school's both man and woman team were honoured to perform during the closing ceremony in front of the MITF president,Master Sabri who was at that time holding the 8th Dan black belt..huwaaaa...sungguh hebat...
i went to Jelebu with my whole batch for khemah ibadat here and only we know how hard to reach and get out from there....what an experience.huhuhu...until now we still talk about it whenever we meet..hahah...panjang sgt...cannot be told here...but i will always remember the escape to kedai kopi and goreng pisang and also the durian i got when i came back to the hostel...ade org dah siap kopekkan...iskisk...pengalaman manis sume tuh...
hehhee...this was a great experience too because we for the first time,got to wear the bride's traditional dress!!!!hahahah...lawak okey...perasan takyah cakap la waktu tuh...rase lawa le sangat as everybody cudn't take their eyes from us...muahahahahahahhhahah
this cert is when i took the A3 French Proficiency test and unfortunately this is the last exam i sat. There are another five levels which are A4,B1,B2,B3, and B4.but have to satisfy until here..maybe someday i can grab them all..who knows kan?hehe..amiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~
pheww...i cut my own finger when i was washing the scissors blades..iskisk...ingat takde pape..berdarah rupenye..tak le rase sakit sangat..havoc je lebey..hahah
and lastly presenting u the latest song from my favourite korean band.......
i soooooo love epik high!period.
mau sambung stadi la...babai~~~
i am having a headache now and i dunno why..is it because i wear the contact lense today or is it because i think and worry too much about the homeworks+exams...haih....macam2.....
anyyyywaaaayyyyyyyy......my decision to go to the supermarket right after class is the best..hahah...i was thinking to go around 7(dun ask me why =p) but due to my headache,i prefered to go and then rest as i probably will not go out if i sleep.what a great and sweet coincidence because when i was crossing the road,the taekwondo teacher had just came out of the taekwondo school. only God knows how i tried my very best not to smile on the spot as he looks so+very+obviously+extremely attractive in his taekwondo uniform...and he did look at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!alahai...... caaaiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heeeeeheeeeeeeeee...
"saya suka instructor taekwondo itu"
ape2 pun....i so have to go and sleep now with hope that this headache will heal because i have to finish another hundred pages of book for tomorrow's quiz and i have to prepare my slides and have my script ready for tomorrow's presentation.i need a healthy body and mind.huwaaaaaaaa...
***************************edited on 15th april**********************************
i'm back..heheh...my MT with the korean friends was fun indeed!they were a good and funny bunch. The food??err...we were not allowed to have an open bbq party there so we had to use the cafeteria and they ordered a whole bbq-ed pig.hahaha....when it was served,they didn't even know what was it at the first place or 정체불명 in korean...hahaha...maybe because of its look...unfortunately i dun have the picture. ehh...ade le plak..hehehe...
these are the pictures taken there...oww..we got a red zip up sweater each and it's nice.
actually there are more pictures but guess i have to upload those as soon as i get them.i have to be ready for class la right now..so.to be continued la eh..tata~~~~
hohoho~~~my body is aching hokeyyyyyyyy...well..let me write here what i did today....
morning:
1)class from 9-11
2)straight away 'kaco' syikin after the class..she was busy with her lab errands..hehehe...let see what she does everyday..hahaha..sorry for the bad quality of my camera phone...malas nak tukar setting..ngeeeee
3)after she had finished,we went for a light lunch. She ate two pieces of bread and i had coffee,fish cake and ShinChan's cocoa muffin..hehe..not bad for a LIGHT LUNCH!hahahah.then i went home and back to scholl again...
evening:
1)class at 2.30~4p.m.
2)library,searching for Microwave Circuit Design but frustrated as they only have the same books as my textbook!searched for DNA's reading material for this Wednesday's quiz...frustrated again...they dun even have the English version for that book unlike the book i read last time...hishk....kene gi beli le nampaknye...
3)headed to Kyobo for the book.tak adoooooo...rase nak nangis dah(hehe..tipu je...).headed to Yongpung pulak...bau Rotiboy when i was on my way adelah mencengkam jiwa...sabo2...made the member's card at the entrance before i got in..the lady in charge tried to find the book that i am finding through the computer but unfortunately it wasn't even listed there..huwaaaa....this time really kind of gave up...then she nicely asked me to wait for a second and she went to the book shelves.when she come,VOILA!!!there's the book in her hand...ngeeeeeeeeeee...seriously i was so happy and i was thiiiiiiisssssssssssss near to hug her because i am soooooo happy because she made my day by saving my life..hehehehehhe....buku ape???errr....buku ini...
4)dengan gigihnye walked to Rotiboy and had the delicious ever bun and not so good caffe latte...it was hot outside but i forgot to ask for a cold caffe latte...my bad..but it was not a big problem...while waiting for the hot caffe latte to be a cold caffe latte..i read nearly 50 pages of the new bought book...hahahah...BUT......there was a group of middle aged 'aunties', who i 'expect' 'discussing', in a very high frequency just beside of my table!wallawey....i was not THAT sure whether some of them were bragging about their life or not..butone of them kept repeating the word COLUMBIA(the university,i guess),ILLINOIS,SAMSUNG and whatsoever.haih....i didn't want to have a bad impression to them that they are actually bragging so i just thought that they have a loud voice and kept on concentrating on what i am reading =P
5)arrived home at 7 something.saw the Taekwondo van when i was in the bus...tibe2 senyum sorg macam orang giler.hahahhahhaha.
6)planned to have a nap until my favourite show start but i chose to update this blog..ngeeee....i want to update my outline for this coming presentation la...huwaaaaaaaaaaa...manyaknye kejeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee